|Mala was far more than a canine companion. In a life cursed with daily pain and suffering she was my pillar, the rock that kept me grounded; the light that kept me going; the love that left me hoping. When the world had shaped my eyes to be seen through the veil of abuse and distrust she was the only being in my life that loved me for who, what and most importantly; how I am. Losing her tossed my world into a spin it has yet to recover from and in a work so bleak and a life so stressed, some of that world will never be right again for it will never be the same without her in it. I miss you baby-girl. Always.|
This is the most stolen image of gift art I have ever received.
If you see this image being used by someone other then me, report it! It was drawn by Quoosa for me back in 2005. She gave me all rights to the image, however linking to her when reporting, as well as to this image above, is preferred.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME CULL ART-THEFT!
*A very painful, sad truth...Because I don't have the guts to write this again in detail; I'm going to play chicken-shit and just copy what I wrote to Aveilthe via text (minus my spelling errors hopefully) when I got back from the appointment.
(If you don't know what I'm referring to, please read this journal first: http://fav.me/d4ymdif)
Me: Didn't know I had a fever...101...that's disturbing...docs running late so stuck in this small exam room...hate this.
Aveilthe: I'm here. Talk to me. I hope you don't have to wait too long.
(Doctor comes in, about an hour and a half passes.)
Me: ...I have a bone trying to come out of my skin by the little toe of my right foot...its a bone issue seen in 60+ year olds...and my sores..? (Sores is referring to the skin lesions/ulcers) Made worse by the humidity of Indiana...and are a sign of my body breaking down...
Me: ...there's nothing they can do for me...I'm basically being kept "comfortable" until it along with my other conditions, kill me.
Me: I'm fucking 29 y
|Artz for Me (stuff am waiting on, commissions and such)|
DigitalAquaFox - Cryistall Animation Commission
Roraey - Crys Point Commission
camelpardia - Crys Point Commission
blinded07 - DevID
TRADE HALFS OWED
Silver-Sully my half - fav.me/d72nyv1
FateDarkstar my half - fav.me/d6zby14
Aveilthe - my half - fav.me/d74ssb5